| Location | London |
| Age | 28 years |
| Date of Birth | 24/08/1979 |
| Date of Death | 04/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,796 since 07/07/2008 |
| Creator |
MY SINCERE THANKS ON BEHALF OF MY DARLING BELOVED SON BERT, FOR ALL THE TIME YOU ARE GIVING BY
VISITING OR LIGHTING A CANDLE. TRULY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.IT WOULD TOUCH BERT'S BIG
HEART SO MUCH.IT WARMS AND COMFORTS ME SO VERY MUCH.
AND THANK YOU GONE TOO SOON FOR THIS MEMORIAL SITE.
LOVE TO ALL
Thank you so much for the continued love, candles, messages. I find this site so spiritual.
I was baptized Roman Catholic, however, over the years my opinions have changed and beliefs. I do
believe in a Spiritual Power, God and Angels, and have respect for all the great prophets I've read
about, Moses, Jesus, Mohammed(May Peace Be Upon Him). I go to church occasionally I like the
familiarity of it, nostalgia, and of course have great respect for all religions.
What I do have in abundance is Faith, Faith in the Dear Lord and all things Spiritual. Faith has
kept me strong for years, and it's been a hard road I've travelled with wonderful challenges along
the way, and more still to come, the wonder and beauty of our life!
Faith in Good Deeds, and all positivity. Positivity that I can try to help my destiny to be as
peaceful as possible. And of course I'm wonderfully human and am at times very sad, thats human when
people are dying all over the world, so much child abuse, murder, poverty, greed and corruption. It
all makes me feel very sad. I lost my Dear father Edward to a heart attack, my dear older sister
Teresa to Cancer, my brother Pat is fighting Cancer,and I lost one of my beloved children.
Positivity, create your own destiny. At Times though,I feel so very sad, and empty, you wake up
after a dream and think that everything is as it was before, that my Angel child is still alive. And
harsh reality hits you, and you struggle through the day, and think will this pain I feel ever go
away. Then I feel for all the other people too, and it stops me feeling so blue.
So not being a "church goer", my beliefs have always been that where ever we are is our own church,
full of spiritual love, and as always the more the merrier as they say. So to come on here and join
with all of you, our hearts and hands united, gives me peace, the church of Gone Too Soon. And I
thank you Dear Lord for all you have given me, and I have many blessings to thank you for.
And A Big, Warm, Sincere Thank You To All My Gone Too Soon Friends, you comfort me, refresh me, you
give me strength, and smiles to know that you light Spiritual Candles for my darling Angel Bert. And
my humility grows with every single drop of Love everyone shows to me. I love you and pray you have
an abundance of all you need, Thank You Dear Lord for always listening,i know I'm never alone.
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Robert Edward Beal-my darling beloved Son Bert, beloved brother of Dean,Louise and Kate. Uncle to
Harvey and yet to be born niece. Darling Nephew of Carole and Brian and cousin Paul. Beloved Son of
Robert Fredrick Beal. beloved Grandson of Nanny Murphy and Grandad Bob. And very cherished,
generous in spirit friend to many who we lost on the 4th April 2008.
Where did you live?- HM prisons for the last 5years 6months of your precious life. You were getting
out any day. You were so looking forward to nearing the end of a long and lonely sentence. You would
have sat outside one of the many cafe's there are now, no pubs for you eh son? Drinking a fruit
juice watching people passing by, enjoying life as only you knew how. Your big hearty laugh, your
beautiful smile, my beautiful soulful child.
You were away so long, I waited all these years, counting the days, all the Christmas's we missed
you, all your birthdays, sunday roasts, evening toast.
Bless you Bert. your mobile, all our time spent together on it. What you went through to keep it,
battered by six officers with riot shields when you were in Whitemoor. They still didn't get it
though did they Bert!!! And it was not, that situation, that took you from us.
Powerful Soldier, loyal respectful son, kind, generous, understanding.
Great respect for women, great understanding of us.
I love you so much I could burst, with pride, the joy raising you.
Your empathy as a child, your imaginary friend. I feel that I could write in epic proportions for
ever and ever. about you, of you, and it will never be enough. I didn't have enough of you. We your
family didn't have enough of you. The world didn't have enough of you. And you, you my darling child
you never even got out to have your life out here, free to love, free to live, smile. laugh not even
for one day. I hurt for you Bert, for all that you missed.
You were so loving and lovable. Your wise words, your positivity, fascination and curiosity, I thank
you for all of these things, they will live in my heart for all of my days. Our memories together.,
they can never be taken from me. I miss you my baby. You've left your legacy within my heart, I've
smelt you, I've heard you, and I've felt you. Powerful spirit that you still are.
I know for sure that I'm going to see you. My darling Earth Guide Bertie , Bless you And Thank you
from the depths of my soul for the strength that you are filling me with to continue my journey
without you on this plane, as mum to your brother Dean and sister's Lulu and Kate. X X X X X X X X X
X X X X from us to you.
Please Dear Lord your happy and at peace. I know all our loved ones up above in Heaven will have
taken your hand, to welcome you to the Promised Land.XxXxXxXxX
missing u
just a short message 2 say were missing u more 2day then we was the other day luv u lots luv dan ju kids xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
FROM ME TO YOU XXXXXX
Hi there darling, as you know I'm down at Kate's. I haven't been able to drive this far on my own in many years, but I did it Bert, with the help of God and all the Angels, so that includes you! And Thank You my darling for the Angel guidance. I smelt our special smell,it was wonderful I hadn't smelt you for weeks and felt more empty inside if that's possible? We miss you so much Bert, I still can't believe it you know, I still think it's all a bad dream and we can go back to that time and do this again and it won't have happened.Please darling, I need to have more spiritual contact with you Bert, and I trust that I will some time soon.And I know I have to be strong for that to happen, not to reach and to keep you with me 'cos if I do, you'll have to leave me again and you never ever in your whole life ever wanted to hurt me, and you didn't. It's just that I feel so lonely in my heart without you, and things like today, your fragrant smell, comforts me Bert. I pray as you know everyday, everynight, for you to appear and talk to me. We both believed in these things didn't we son.
I know you are with us, please keep a special eye on Dean, Katie and Skip, it's so hard for them Bert, so much pain for them to lose a brother so young, especially all the years you were away. Thank God for your phone Bert, and all you went through to keep it. Dean though he never got to chat to you as much, and he was due to visit you and then......XxX Thank God he had a few months chatting to you on the phone. Memories, so many memories, wonderful for sure Bert, but so painful as well.
I'm doing ok Bert and I know your proud of me now even more than you were before. "Backbone of the family murph" you used to say to me, Bless you, I've got your mobile messaged saved and the video. I'm strong son as you know but this is so hard, it's like I live in my own little world and everything is going on around me and I'm not part of that anymore.
Bless you darling, you had to go too soon, little sweet Angel, that's what you are. Beautiful and special in every way.
If only things could have been different Bert, my gentle, happy and sensitive boy child. I love you and miss you more than words could ever say. We all love you, our lives have changed forever in such a profound way. Forever we will honour and respect your memory Bert with love. And all that you believed in, your conciousness - beautiful, profound.
Haven't been able to go to the cemetery every day lately Bert, you know why, grieving, mourning, you know and God knows. You are in my heart, my soul, my eyes, everypart of me that carried you, every second of my life and forever shall.
Good night God Bless, if I don't see you in the mattress, I'll see you in the spring. Cuddle Wuddles. I can hear you saying it. Love you,May you Rest In Perfect Paradise, XxXxXXxXXxxXXXxxxx
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robert i look at my wall every day an ive got the lovliest photo of u it makes me smile u always did make me laugh though u were so happy no matter wat was goin on i no my ju misses u like mad we all do its not fare how things work out u no sometimes i think were living in hell coz how can such a lovely person be taken from us lifes messed up bert i just hope ur in a better place now an no 1 can hurt u even though were all hurting here coz weve lost such a special person but thers not a day i dont think bout u well we couldt iv got photos of u every were ull always be loved an missed dearly even my jj says ello bert 2 ur photos ahh bless him luv u 22222 much an more luv dan an fam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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There`s a pain beyond imagining
that`s burning in our heart
for suddenly our whole world
has been cruely ripped apart
The only source of comfort
are our memories & the love
& they will shine forever
like the brightest star above
No longer can we see your smile
for you are with God above
but..
your loving smile will always be
tucked in our hearts with love
Watch over us from heaven
& help us through this pain
We will always love & miss you
Until we meet again
*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥ *♥*♥*♥*♥* Love Always & Forever..xX
~X~ My Treasured Beloved Angel ~X~
YOU HOLD A PLACE INSIDE MY HEART NO ONE ELSE CAN EVER FILL,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND I FOREVER WILL.
TIME WON'T EVER ERASE THE MEMORIES AND ALL THE THOUGHTS OF YOU, FOR YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY ANGEL AND MY LOVE WILL STAY FOREVER TRUE.
I MISS YOU SO SO VERY MUCH...MORE THAN ANY WORDS CAN EVER SAY,
AND I 'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE TO MY HEART EACH AND EVERYDAY!
EACH NIGHT AS I LIE DOWN TO SLEEP AND A TEAR FALLS FROM MY EYES,
KNOW I'M THINKING OF YOU AND THIS WILL NEVER BE GOOD-BYE...X
Time in a Bottle...
If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that Id like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you
If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you
But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with
If I had a box just for wishes
And dreams that had never come true
The box would be empty
Except for the memory
Of how they were answered by you
But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with
LOVE YOU DUCK
Bert, thinking of what you used to say to me and write in letters, we would laugh together, I'm praying your laughing now,Please God. I miss you so much and I find everything so hard, it gets harder as each day passes. I haven't been able to go to the cemetery for awhile. Hurts me even more. even though it's so peaceful there, but so sad. I find it hard to sleep as I want to think and talk to you in heaven all the time. I find it hard to leave your "Memorial Site" as if I'm leaving you. I'm searching for you all the time, praying, hoping that I'll get a sign. Sometimes I do, lots of times I do. I try not to be ungrateful for the signs I do get. I have many good close friends and a wonderful close family, and of course yours sisters and brother and so many people to help me through but it's hard. Skip is finding it so hard Bert, she misses you so much, and was waiting for you to come home, we were all so excited, Dean all of us, but you never came.I try so hard to be strong, like you always were. But you know Bert don't you that this is so hard. Faith keeps me going, and I spoke to Frida Maria today, and Ann in Ireland, both so spiritual. Both helped me, I'm going to have some spiritual healing with Frida Maria, I believe you see everything, Frida Maria said you do, that your definitely and Angel and for me to carry on with my beliefs that they are good and positive. I told her about the transfiguration and Frida Maria said that's ok. Ann in Ireland, said try going back to Mass again, as you know I did for awhile, it's familiar and I want to go to His house and thank him for what I have, count your Blessings and all that Bert. And I do, I don't feel sorry for myself I feel gutted for you, for all that you lost, if only God had taken me instead of you, then when I think these things I feel bad that I'm being ungrateful and how you would feel. I love you son and I miss you so very much. I started off trying to smile and here I am now doing the opposite. So Goodnight for now, don't know why I say that 'cos I talk to you, n God and all the Angels constantly. Proper fully fledged fruit and nutcase now Bert. Don't worry son, I wouldn't do anything to worry you, my love and respect for you keeps me strong. I'm going to go the the cemetery tomorrow God Willing, skip took pictures for me all lit up in the dark now winter is here. We love you Bert, when me and Dean speak on the phone we both end up crying, and he then makes a joke for my sake, God Love Him. He's in a lot of pain too. We all are, Nanny Murphy has been a shining star Bert, listening to me at all hours of the night and Auntie Carole,Uncle Brian, Paul and Kerry, Jane, Jenny,Lana, Laura, Geraldine, Concie, Gloria Swaine (remember her Bert) she rang me the other day, Ann and Becky, Tess dear Tess, Claire, Ina,and Sandra, so many people, we were all looking forward to spending time with you Bert. It would have been so good Bert. All of us together having such precious time together. Aah my darling, gotta go, take me tablets and try and "get my head down" as you would say to me. Love you Bert, keep close to me, couldn't go on if you didn't. Pure love n respect your ever loving mum XxXxXxXxXxxxxxxxxxXxxxxX
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MISS YOU SO MUCH BERT........YOU WERE ONE OF THE VERY BEST AND THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE. DEAR GOD I MISS HIM SO MUCH. THANK YOU FOR THE TIME I HAD, AND PLEASE HELP ME NOT TO BE ANGRY FOR TAKING HIM SO SOON. WHAT IS THE REASON I STILL DON'T KNOW. PLEASE KEEP HIM WARM AND SAFE. AND SMILING. I MISS YOUR SMILE. I MISS YOUR TOUCH.
CUDDLE WUDDLE.......xxxxxxxxxxx LOVE MUM X X X X X X X X XX X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X
BERT.
To my mate that i have to let go, we meet each other so long ago,you were always the life and soul of our friends,i cant belive this is where it ends,we waited so long to see you again,and now we are full of heartache and pain,you were always so positive throughout the years you belived in carma and had no fears,you will always be in our hearts no matter what we want you to know your never be forgot.but now its time to say goodbye and let you rest up in the sky. we love you bert and always will.x.x.x.x lee,kelly,danny.x.x. we will meet again i do belive that,in fact i know that,save a place for me brv.x.
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