| Location | London |
| Age | 28 years |
| Date of Birth | 24/08/1979 |
| Date of Death | 04/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,796 since 07/07/2008 |
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MY SINCERE THANKS ON BEHALF OF MY DARLING BELOVED SON BERT, FOR ALL THE TIME YOU ARE GIVING BY
VISITING OR LIGHTING A CANDLE. TRULY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.IT WOULD TOUCH BERT'S BIG
HEART SO MUCH.IT WARMS AND COMFORTS ME SO VERY MUCH.
AND THANK YOU GONE TOO SOON FOR THIS MEMORIAL SITE.
LOVE TO ALL
Thank you so much for the continued love, candles, messages. I find this site so spiritual.
I was baptized Roman Catholic, however, over the years my opinions have changed and beliefs. I do
believe in a Spiritual Power, God and Angels, and have respect for all the great prophets I've read
about, Moses, Jesus, Mohammed(May Peace Be Upon Him). I go to church occasionally I like the
familiarity of it, nostalgia, and of course have great respect for all religions.
What I do have in abundance is Faith, Faith in the Dear Lord and all things Spiritual. Faith has
kept me strong for years, and it's been a hard road I've travelled with wonderful challenges along
the way, and more still to come, the wonder and beauty of our life!
Faith in Good Deeds, and all positivity. Positivity that I can try to help my destiny to be as
peaceful as possible. And of course I'm wonderfully human and am at times very sad, thats human when
people are dying all over the world, so much child abuse, murder, poverty, greed and corruption. It
all makes me feel very sad. I lost my Dear father Edward to a heart attack, my dear older sister
Teresa to Cancer, my brother Pat is fighting Cancer,and I lost one of my beloved children.
Positivity, create your own destiny. At Times though,I feel so very sad, and empty, you wake up
after a dream and think that everything is as it was before, that my Angel child is still alive. And
harsh reality hits you, and you struggle through the day, and think will this pain I feel ever go
away. Then I feel for all the other people too, and it stops me feeling so blue.
So not being a "church goer", my beliefs have always been that where ever we are is our own church,
full of spiritual love, and as always the more the merrier as they say. So to come on here and join
with all of you, our hearts and hands united, gives me peace, the church of Gone Too Soon. And I
thank you Dear Lord for all you have given me, and I have many blessings to thank you for.
And A Big, Warm, Sincere Thank You To All My Gone Too Soon Friends, you comfort me, refresh me, you
give me strength, and smiles to know that you light Spiritual Candles for my darling Angel Bert. And
my humility grows with every single drop of Love everyone shows to me. I love you and pray you have
an abundance of all you need, Thank You Dear Lord for always listening,i know I'm never alone.
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Robert Edward Beal-my darling beloved Son Bert, beloved brother of Dean,Louise and Kate. Uncle to
Harvey and yet to be born niece. Darling Nephew of Carole and Brian and cousin Paul. Beloved Son of
Robert Fredrick Beal. beloved Grandson of Nanny Murphy and Grandad Bob. And very cherished,
generous in spirit friend to many who we lost on the 4th April 2008.
Where did you live?- HM prisons for the last 5years 6months of your precious life. You were getting
out any day. You were so looking forward to nearing the end of a long and lonely sentence. You would
have sat outside one of the many cafe's there are now, no pubs for you eh son? Drinking a fruit
juice watching people passing by, enjoying life as only you knew how. Your big hearty laugh, your
beautiful smile, my beautiful soulful child.
You were away so long, I waited all these years, counting the days, all the Christmas's we missed
you, all your birthdays, sunday roasts, evening toast.
Bless you Bert. your mobile, all our time spent together on it. What you went through to keep it,
battered by six officers with riot shields when you were in Whitemoor. They still didn't get it
though did they Bert!!! And it was not, that situation, that took you from us.
Powerful Soldier, loyal respectful son, kind, generous, understanding.
Great respect for women, great understanding of us.
I love you so much I could burst, with pride, the joy raising you.
Your empathy as a child, your imaginary friend. I feel that I could write in epic proportions for
ever and ever. about you, of you, and it will never be enough. I didn't have enough of you. We your
family didn't have enough of you. The world didn't have enough of you. And you, you my darling child
you never even got out to have your life out here, free to love, free to live, smile. laugh not even
for one day. I hurt for you Bert, for all that you missed.
You were so loving and lovable. Your wise words, your positivity, fascination and curiosity, I thank
you for all of these things, they will live in my heart for all of my days. Our memories together.,
they can never be taken from me. I miss you my baby. You've left your legacy within my heart, I've
smelt you, I've heard you, and I've felt you. Powerful spirit that you still are.
I know for sure that I'm going to see you. My darling Earth Guide Bertie , Bless you And Thank you
from the depths of my soul for the strength that you are filling me with to continue my journey
without you on this plane, as mum to your brother Dean and sister's Lulu and Kate. X X X X X X X X X
X X X X from us to you.
Please Dear Lord your happy and at peace. I know all our loved ones up above in Heaven will have
taken your hand, to welcome you to the Promised Land.XxXxXxXxX
Since my Bert died,
I feel s if my life has ended,
As my heart is so broken,
and can never be mended.
You can't make me better,
NO I'm not going to heal.
You haven't been where I am
So you don't know how I feel.
I hope you never have to feel
The way that i do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone
what I'm going through.
Stop askng how I'm feeling
Cos you don't want to know
If i told you the truth
You get up and go.
I say that I'm ok
Cos it's what you want to hear
that now how I'm feeling
It isn't anywhere near.
It makes you feel uncomfortable
when I mention is name.
You'd be quite happy never to hear ir again,
You make me so angry,
You make me so mad,
NO! I;m not being miserable
I'm just feeling so sad.
My BERT has DIED
Will you get it through your head,
I spend my time now
Wishing I was dead.
I wish someone could help me
To take away my pain.
But only Bert can do that
When I'm holding him again.
If you are reading this,
And you do understand
Then you've lost your child too
To you I offer my hand.
That you'll get from no other
It can only be found,
In another grieving mother.
Our children are special
We'll love them forever,
We'll help each other through
And we'll do it together.
Their memory will live on
They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited
Our hearts will be mended.
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14 month Angel Anniversary Of Bert.
The 4th of every month brings it back even more, this date back then you were alive with so many hopes and dreams for the future. Feeling a bit lost about coming out of prison and making big decisions, not wanting to hurt anyone as you never could intentionally. A fine young man, caring and tender and full of love. Gorgeous and handsome with a dazzling smile that lit up your handsome face. Generous and forgiving and always so positive.
That night at this time I was on my way to the Medway Hospital in total shock not really believing it. And then when I saw you I still didn't did I Bert. Thought it was one of your surprise's, that you were gonna go Boo!Not really mum, turn over and give me a great big hug and say "I'm out Mum coming home" You looked peaceful and asleep. I still wish I'd taken you home there and then and not allowed them to touch you. I've spoken to a few of your friends and look forward to meeting them soon. It was so comforting to know you didn't pass on your own which was killing me. I felt like I was going insane with it all, friends of ours couldn't believe it that no one was giving me access to the people who could tell me. I hated everyone, blamed everyone cos I didn't know. Didn't know if you was pressing a bell and noone was taking any notice of you in the prison system especially after what happened at Whitemoore over a phone. Took nearly a year to find out the heartbreaking news, which was so important to me. Bert the closed door I kept bumping into whenever I wanted to know what any mum would was mental. Why and What was being hid from me. Was it the prison, people on the out that you knew. I know most things now which has eased the madness in my mind. So this tribute is to you and the people who love you unconditionally and selflessly. And there are loads who will always remember you and visit your garden with love and respect. God Bless Darling.
I still can;t believe I'm not going to see you until we meet again in Heaven. The pain is mind blowing and physical, of all that you lost. I find it hard to accept that your watching down, it should be the other way round, me in Heaven watching over you.
Bert I love you and I miss you so deeply, your love for me, your tenderness and respect. Your wisdom and the confidence you gave me, helping me to believe in myself and to never let anyone take that away because of their anger and hatred towards me. As you said "Mum they couldn't walk in your shoes" May God Bless Them And Grant Them Everything I Would Grant For Myself And More.
R.I.P. Bert Darling Angel.
♥ May the winds of love ♥
♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Thinking of you always
A year gone, just passed us by in a minute with thoughts of you every single day. Still to unreal, to serial to even come to terms with.
You’re always there in our minds; you’re always remembered and talked about in little stories of fun times. Lou tells me of silly brotherly stuff you used to do to her with dean. I don’t know what to say Robert; you should be here with your family and friends! Today is a sad day the day we all found out the unbelievable truth, we didn’t believe it , it couldn’t of been true, not you! Still don’t really believe it! Still can’t understand! You and death don’t match! I was told you were full of future plans, so much to offer life and so much to gain! You have helped a lot of people appreciate life and make the most of it. You will ALWAYS, ALWAYS be remembered. Lots of love Hips,lili, jd & bump.xxx
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ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU ROBERT,YOU AND LEE WHEN YOU WAS YOUNGER,LOVED THOSE DAYS YOU WAS ALLWAYS AT HOME WITH US DO ANYTHING TO HAVE THOSE DAYS BACK,YOU USE TO HAVE ME LAUGHING AND CRYING,YOU AND LEE WAS TOGETHER ALL THE TIME,BLOOD BROTHERS YOU BOTH USE TO SAY,CANT BELIVE WHAT HAS HAPPEN WILL NEVER GET MY HEAD ROUND IT WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU,MY LITTLE DARLING.LOVE YOU LOTS ALLWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS 24/7.X.X.X LYNDA ALLEN.X.X
Every day is as normal as the next, but you stay clear in our heads, your gone and its too unreal, we mention you in chats its so surreal.
still cant get our heads around this.
wondering what its all about?
your missed dearly and kept deep inside our hearts.
sending you a warm bright light full of love.
lili, hips and jadino.xxxxx
*♥* MERRY CHRISTMAS TO A SPECIAL ANGEL IN HEAVEN *♥*
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Thinking of you & your family this Christmas xxxxxxxx
The moment that you died
my heart was torn in two,
one side filled with heartache,
the other died with you.
I often lie awake at night,
when the world is fast asleep,
and take a walk down memory lane,
with tears upon my cheeks.
Remembering you is easy,
I do it everyday,
but missing you is heartache
that never goes away.
I hold you tightly within my heart
and there you will remain.
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