| Location | London |
| Age | 28 years |
| Date of Birth | 24/08/1979 |
| Date of Death | 04/04/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,797 since 07/07/2008 |
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MY SINCERE THANKS ON BEHALF OF MY DARLING BELOVED SON BERT, FOR ALL THE TIME YOU ARE GIVING BY
VISITING OR LIGHTING A CANDLE. TRULY THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.IT WOULD TOUCH BERT'S BIG
HEART SO MUCH.IT WARMS AND COMFORTS ME SO VERY MUCH.
AND THANK YOU GONE TOO SOON FOR THIS MEMORIAL SITE.
LOVE TO ALL
Thank you so much for the continued love, candles, messages. I find this site so spiritual.
I was baptized Roman Catholic, however, over the years my opinions have changed and beliefs. I do
believe in a Spiritual Power, God and Angels, and have respect for all the great prophets I've read
about, Moses, Jesus, Mohammed(May Peace Be Upon Him). I go to church occasionally I like the
familiarity of it, nostalgia, and of course have great respect for all religions.
What I do have in abundance is Faith, Faith in the Dear Lord and all things Spiritual. Faith has
kept me strong for years, and it's been a hard road I've travelled with wonderful challenges along
the way, and more still to come, the wonder and beauty of our life!
Faith in Good Deeds, and all positivity. Positivity that I can try to help my destiny to be as
peaceful as possible. And of course I'm wonderfully human and am at times very sad, thats human when
people are dying all over the world, so much child abuse, murder, poverty, greed and corruption. It
all makes me feel very sad. I lost my Dear father Edward to a heart attack, my dear older sister
Teresa to Cancer, my brother Pat is fighting Cancer,and I lost one of my beloved children.
Positivity, create your own destiny. At Times though,I feel so very sad, and empty, you wake up
after a dream and think that everything is as it was before, that my Angel child is still alive. And
harsh reality hits you, and you struggle through the day, and think will this pain I feel ever go
away. Then I feel for all the other people too, and it stops me feeling so blue.
So not being a "church goer", my beliefs have always been that where ever we are is our own church,
full of spiritual love, and as always the more the merrier as they say. So to come on here and join
with all of you, our hearts and hands united, gives me peace, the church of Gone Too Soon. And I
thank you Dear Lord for all you have given me, and I have many blessings to thank you for.
And A Big, Warm, Sincere Thank You To All My Gone Too Soon Friends, you comfort me, refresh me, you
give me strength, and smiles to know that you light Spiritual Candles for my darling Angel Bert. And
my humility grows with every single drop of Love everyone shows to me. I love you and pray you have
an abundance of all you need, Thank You Dear Lord for always listening,i know I'm never alone.
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Robert Edward Beal-my darling beloved Son Bert, beloved brother of Dean,Louise and Kate. Uncle to
Harvey and yet to be born niece. Darling Nephew of Carole and Brian and cousin Paul. Beloved Son of
Robert Fredrick Beal. beloved Grandson of Nanny Murphy and Grandad Bob. And very cherished,
generous in spirit friend to many who we lost on the 4th April 2008.
Where did you live?- HM prisons for the last 5years 6months of your precious life. You were getting
out any day. You were so looking forward to nearing the end of a long and lonely sentence. You would
have sat outside one of the many cafe's there are now, no pubs for you eh son? Drinking a fruit
juice watching people passing by, enjoying life as only you knew how. Your big hearty laugh, your
beautiful smile, my beautiful soulful child.
You were away so long, I waited all these years, counting the days, all the Christmas's we missed
you, all your birthdays, sunday roasts, evening toast.
Bless you Bert. your mobile, all our time spent together on it. What you went through to keep it,
battered by six officers with riot shields when you were in Whitemoor. They still didn't get it
though did they Bert!!! And it was not, that situation, that took you from us.
Powerful Soldier, loyal respectful son, kind, generous, understanding.
Great respect for women, great understanding of us.
I love you so much I could burst, with pride, the joy raising you.
Your empathy as a child, your imaginary friend. I feel that I could write in epic proportions for
ever and ever. about you, of you, and it will never be enough. I didn't have enough of you. We your
family didn't have enough of you. The world didn't have enough of you. And you, you my darling child
you never even got out to have your life out here, free to love, free to live, smile. laugh not even
for one day. I hurt for you Bert, for all that you missed.
You were so loving and lovable. Your wise words, your positivity, fascination and curiosity, I thank
you for all of these things, they will live in my heart for all of my days. Our memories together.,
they can never be taken from me. I miss you my baby. You've left your legacy within my heart, I've
smelt you, I've heard you, and I've felt you. Powerful spirit that you still are.
I know for sure that I'm going to see you. My darling Earth Guide Bertie , Bless you And Thank you
from the depths of my soul for the strength that you are filling me with to continue my journey
without you on this plane, as mum to your brother Dean and sister's Lulu and Kate. X X X X X X X X X
X X X X from us to you.
Please Dear Lord your happy and at peace. I know all our loved ones up above in Heaven will have
taken your hand, to welcome you to the Promised Land.XxXxXxXxX
♥..*..♥~SWEET DREAMS ANGEL~♥..*..♥
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You still live on in the hearts and minds,
Of the loving family you left behind.
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A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
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Beautiful memories are treasured forever,
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Loved with a love beyond all feeling,
Missed with a grief beyond all tears.
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unknown.
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♥ღ♥ My Angel ♥ღ♥
♥ღ♥ You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I miss you a lot
And I wish you could have stayed,
But I thought
It's better for you, so I prayed.
And I keep praying
And thinking
But also crying
And leaking.
It was tearing me apart
Before I actualy knew
Through those golden gates
Those angel guards were you.
You were everything
That you could possibly be
And now that I think of it
Why was I only thinking about me?
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above.
I see
You watching over me
And hear
You speaking to me
I won't
Give up and not care
I will
Move on and be fair.
As I think about you
I might be sad for a while
But as I think again My Angel
I see your happy smile
Smiling down at me
Through the clouds
And through the sky
I've left the ground
And just died.
I'm coming to be with you
And God, too.
You'll always be my angel
Of happiness and love
You'll always be my angel
Looking at me from above ♥ღ♥
By Mystykka Mysterious
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◄███▓▒░░ GOOD MORNING ANGEL ░░▒▓███►
♥As I sit here safe in Heaven,♥
♥and watch you every day♥
♥I try to let you know with signs,♥
♥that I never went away.♥
♥I hear you when you’re laughing,♥
♥I even watch you sleep♥
♥I place my arms around you,♥
♥to calm you as you weep.♥
♥I see you wish the days away♥
♥as you beg to have me home♥
♥So I try to send you messages,♥
♥that you are not alone.♥
♥Don’t feel guilty that you have a life,♥
♥that was denied to me♥
♥Heaven is truly beautiful,♥
♥just you wait and see.♥
♥Please live your life, enjoy yourself,♥
♥just be totally free♥
♥Then I’ll know with every breath you take,♥
♥you’re taking one for me.♥
♥Author: Unknown to me♥
◄███▓▒░░ GOD BLESS ANGEL ░░▒▓███►
LOVE AS
ALWAYS
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*♥* SENDING ALL MY LOVE TO YOU *♥*
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Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you
and out the window through the clouds
a star came shining through...
It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me
and I felt less alone...
On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on...
So though I cannot kiss your face
or hug you oh so tight
I'll look to Heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight...
unknown
*♥* On the Day You Died *♥*
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The world got colder on the day you died
Everything around was drab and dull
You brought such warmth to the world around
Your soul was kind and rare and beautiful.
My world just stopped on the day you died
I can't fathom life without you here
Why is it fate can bring bonds so deep,
And then fate can make life disappear?
I'll always remember the day you died
And that raw aching hole- you were gone
Time dulled the pain and I longed for it back
It seemed a betrayal to move on.
I wasn't prepared for the day you died
Your life slipped away much too soon
And even as time lets me laugh once again
A piece of my heart went with you.
AUTHOR:UNKNOWN
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ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ Our thoughts are always with you
ღ♥ღ Our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ We love you
ღ♥ღ And always miss you
ღ♥ღ And many a day we cry.
ღ♥ღ You are some one special
ღ♥ღ our angel in the sky
ღ♥ღ why did god have to take you
ღ♥ღ how many days we ask why.?
ღ♥ღ There maybe distance between us
ღ♥ღ The distance may be far
ღ♥ღ But distance can never take
ღ♥ღ The feelings we have inside.
ღ♥ღ Oh our sweet Angel
ღ♥ღ We look for you in the sky
ღ♥ღ Hoping we could just see you
ღ♥ღ And wishing that you are nearby.
ღ♥ღ We cherish all the memories
ღ♥ღ Of you our sweet angel
ღ♥ღ Now living in the sky.
copyright ~ Jo Dalton 2009
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Love as
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TO THOSE WE LOVE
*♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥* *♥*
Since we parted, you have been sharing so much of us with those around you. The memories are so fresh and real. You hold on to us so tightly in your hearts - where we shall always be
Your concern has always been for us, but we wonder how you are doing. You will never know all of the prayers that have been prayed for you, the tears that have been shed over your grief and the concern that has been shown for you in a multitude of ways, but we find it so comforting to know you haven't been left alone.
Please know that we are not alone, either. The death that hurt you the most has given me the gift of eternal life. God's promises have been fulfilled in us. When we left you, God was there, waiting, just as He promised. We're surrounded by perfect love. Never let anyone tell you God doesn't exist. If you need to be mad at Him for awhile, that's okay; He can handle it. But never let hate, anger or bitterness fuel you emotions. Talk to Him and let him talk to you. Listen for Him in the voices of the people who love and care about you, and let His Word reassure you that we are doing just fine.
It is comforting to know that you hold us so close while struggling with the prospect of letting us go. You need to know that we will always be together. Eternity is not 'out there,' eternity is now! We have simply moved a little farther ahead of you.
Remember that God never wastes anything - especially love. The love that we shared on earth will be even greater in Heaven. For now, you must rest assured that we are safe in God's perfect love. We would like you to take some of the love you have for us and share it with those around you. You can never run out of love - the more you give away, the more you will have. And let others love you . you are worth loving.
Life is forever. Ours has changed in the twinkling of an eye while yours is changing day-by-day and minute-by-minute. Though your lives will never be the same, that does not mean that they cannot be filled with peace, joy and love. Always look to the future. Don't be afraid of tomorrow - God's already there. Be patient with yourselves. You will make some mistakes, and you will even find yourselves not thinking about 'us' from time to time. That's all right too. All of our needs are being met; you need to take care of you. Hold onto one another, help each other, give hope and love to all you meet.
Above all, be prepared to welcome others into your world of grief and mourning. You are being taught valuable lessons that will need to be passed along. Some will not have your strength, many will not have your faith, and most will feel they are all alone; but all will need the love and understanding only you will be able to give. Now, your pain is the only credential you need to minister to others. When you think of us, never think of us as being alone. Think of us smiling, laughing and enjoying all that god has prepared for us.
Finally, never believe you are alone. Do not focus on what you have lost, but look always at what you have left. You are surrounded by people who love you and care about you. Live with them, love with them, share with them and laugh with them. Make every day a celebration of life - a life that will never end. We will meet again, and until we do, know that we are very proud of you for never giving up.
We love you!
*FROM YOUR LOVED ONES IN HEAVEN*
Author Unknown
LOVE AS ALWAYS CLARE x x x
*♥* GOOD MORNING ANGEL *♥*
for you with love By...Isla Paschal Richardson
Read by Gregory Peck at Frank Sinatra's funeral, 1998
To Those I Love If I should ever leave you,
Whom I love To go along the silent way. . . Grieve not.
Nor speak of me with tears.
But laugh and talk of me As if I were beside you there.
(I'd come. . .I'd come, Could I but find a way! But would not tears and And grief be barriers?)
And when you hear a song Or see a bird I loved,
Please do not let the thought of me Be sad. . .
for I am loving you Just as I always have. . . You were so good to me!
There are so many things I wanted still to do. . .
So many things I wanted to say to you. . .
Remember that I did not fear. . .
It was Just leaving you That was so hard to face.
We cannot see beyond. . . But this I know:
I loved you so. . . 'twas heaven here with you
LOVE AS ALWAYS CLARE x x x
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